Big Ponders

I have a dilema.

First, the backstory. Today we are on our own for lunch because we have somewhere to be starting at noon and lunch doesn't start until noon-thirty. So, because we're also on our own for dinner, it being Friday, I decided to do a light lunch. (I also had kind of a big breakfast.) Toast with jam, and cereal for lunch. Good plan.

So I opened my jam. And had some jam. (Strawberry, in case you're interested, because I couldn't get the raspberry open.)

And now I need to figure out if I allow myself to eat said heavenly wonderfuly jam as I wish (excluding childish late-night whims to go devour the entire jar), or if I should ration it, saving it out until the last drop, that it might not go away too soon?

And now I go to class.